I created this journal so that I might have an avenue to scribble down the random thoughts I think of and the random things I do when I'm stoned. I don't know why I want to do this. Perhaps I still believe that someday I will write the novel that will change the course of Philippine literature and it will need a female character who is constantly baked. I'm not always like this, really. This is my second trip ever (first one being three days ago, on Decmber 30) and I wonder if I'm going to have any more. I probably will.

Right now my best friend is in my room, most likely scribbling in her notebook about what a crazy person I am. I vaguely remember dancing around the room with her and looking up guys in IAM and sending them lewd messages. And why shouldn't I? The internet is anonymous and I am finally single.

( This is the guy I want tied up, vulnerable and naked on my bed. ) I told him just as much, and our exchange went a little something like this:

Me: You are so fucking hot. I am so fucking stoned. But anyway, my friend and I are totally lusting over your photos right now. We want to fuck you. But my friend is a virgin so you gotta be careful with her. Okay? I'm pretty fucking good in bed too so I think it'll work out. Rawrr.

JJJ: :D

Me: omg fuck i'm so sorry i can't believe i just sent that. i was only kidding. seriously. that really wasn't for you. i am so sorry. i dont really do this, honest. im so sorry. lol hope you weren't offended. but your lack of morals might impede the offending factor. ps my friend says you're seriously fuckable though. lol

JJJ: so was it for me or not? don't bullshit me. :)

Me: yes it's you. hahaha. my friend and i want you. naked, vulnerable, and tied up.

JJJ: thats asking me to trust you two an awful lot. ;)

Me: Oh but you should. One's a virgin and one's a total sex animal with an insatiable apetite for orgasms.

I feel absolutely ridiculous for sending him that last bit. I'm not like this at all, really. I don't want to fuck him but of course if he offered himself to me I wouldn't exactly be complaining haha.

I want to eat french fries right now. I don't know why. The last time I got baked I wanted to eat french fries and I did. But I really don't think that's a decent idea since it's oily and will make the THC stay in my system longer. Still I really want french fries.

The high is wearing off, I'm feeling a bit more lucid now. The first trip of the year was stellar. Here's to more good times in 2007!

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Current Music: Camera Obscura